lets just leave this blank

为什么人总在别人的故事里看到自己？

为什么人总看着别人的故事默默流着自己的泪？

为什么我们总在听歌的时候听出了自己的心情

就好像那首歌是为了自己而写？

为什么那些伤心的歌曲，那些歌词

都好像那么熟悉，那么贴切

那么赤裸裸地把我们的心事还有想法

都摊在太阳底下任君欣赏

我想，我好像知道答案了

那是因为

我们都伤心

cut!

i haven been posting about hair for long. i was so in love with jeremy that i tried his hairstyle, he tied two small buns on top of his head, just that his hair is coconut that's all. however, i guess u failed, XD. maybe because my hair isn't blond and not as nice as his and i don't have the skill, he most probably let other people help him anyway. hahaha. so this is what came out ==

act cute XD

this was how my hair looked like yesterday

yesterday

so yesterday

and yes people, finally i got my haircut. again, i regret. seems like i cannot communicate well with the hairstlylist, i always don't get what i want. =(

mou ngan tai.

i have to set my hair again =(

short!!!!!

at least i got it cut anyway. :D. will be missing my long fringe tho o hiamed it tim teh =(

is it the weather?

i'm feeling so emo. LOL

when we were young, we loved to say when i grow up i want to this this this, i want to that that that, i will this this this, i will that that that, i will never this this this that that that etc etc.

when we were young we hated to be so young, we wanted to grow up, we wanted to do all things which we could not do as little kids.

as days pass with this longing still in us, we grow up, in a flick, our wishes all came true. we're now grown ups, no longer kids. then we start to regret. at least i do.

i wished i were still young when the only thing i had to decide was whether to eat this sweet or that chocolate, just a silly comparison anyway. i hate making decisions, because i cannot see what is in front. i hate doing something which might make me regret. i hate all the pressure and troubling feeling which i have whenever i think of some things. i hate the world which seems so simple but yet complicated. i miss being a little kid. =(.

there are just so many regrets, wish i own a time machine.

wished that life could have an undo button.

so many ridiculous wishes which will never come true. =((.

another question to ponder upon.

why do people fall in love, well i asked this before but i guess i never managed to get an answer

can we live without love?

nope we cannot.

there are so many different kinds of love but why are teenagers especially so blind to only see the love in between a guy and a girl? why can't we learn to be more appreciative towards other love, like the love from God, love from our parents, love from our friends, love from our toys (dong qi XD, except that it's not mine =[ )..? why do we keep hurting ourselves, thinking that he or she is the right one? isn't that like pure stupid. guess the saying is right, love is blind.

kick start my day

with facebook. what a good idea.

i should have known that it does me no good, but what to do

must cut this addiction, and i mean TOTALLY =(

MY RESULTS

Pengajian Am: 56

Chemistry: 45

Mathematics: 27

Physics: 25

MUET: 79

i chose physics but this is what i get, i should just go to bang my head against the wall =(

anyway, mum is back from her holiday. and she bought tons and tons of things. what can i say? China is definitely a good place to shop, but better not be going during the cold season, if not you can only wear what you bought there when you're going to be in an extremely cold air-con room, and that's like so rare, it's Malaysia people! we're having freaking hot summer whole year long =( and if i don't start my work now and i mean RIGHT NOW, my second mock will be totally RED

ps: Jeremy is still my love ahaha

can't stand

i really wished i were Go Mi Nam =(( help, anyone? T.T