Wednesday, January 14, 2015

Hush!

HELLO! I've recently (2.30am this morning) stumbled upon this Taiwanese band
watching this MV of theirs just made me yearn even more to go to Europe haha shit but it's a nice song!

by the way, spot me? XD

Tuesday, January 13, 2015

semester 7 done!

tada, done with the only paper of the semester!
I've recently reread Angels and Demons, and then watched the movie for the second time
Dan Brown will always remain one of my favourite authors
seeing Instagrammers I follow making footsteps in Europe makes me so envious
I'm so done with reading about St. Peter's Basilica, so done with the Vatican City, how about Museo del Louvre? and the Pantheon? and Saint Mark's Basilica?
I wanna be there, I don't care if they say it isn't as glamorous or high class as we see in movies
I never wanted to bask in the glam anyway, I just need to be there to experience all that in person.
I'm not ready to settle into a mundane life upon graduation, although I still have a semester to go
and mummy just gave the green light for work and travel, how can I not be excited? hahahha.
NZ or Canada? Canada is SOOOOO near to Europe you see..... okay, not really, but still...
ahh. better get some sleep first, I'm kinda exhausted.
helllllo holiday! :D

Monday, January 12, 2015

yes. me. sad.

I was overcome by negative vibes again.
Probably not a good time for the occasional emotional breakdown
but things like this just come, giving you no chance to say wait till I finish my exam
being back in my room makes matters worse, I need silence, not roommates who talk too much.

Am I a happy person to you? I guess I appear as a carefree and generally happy person
and it says Libras are naturally sad, they need to be sad
and sometimes I can't help nodding and feel so understood when I read these articles
it's like no one understands me better than the authors, haha.
suddenly I don't remember why I started this post
I wonder what does losing me feel like.
okay I should stop. I have a final exam in about 11 hours time.
 byeee

Wednesday, January 7, 2015

wanderlust

there are certain things I find myself unable to see eye to eye with
why do people call their friends bitches
I know it is how they express their love and shows how close they are *rolls eyes*
call me traditional or what, I find it stupid and it hurts my eyes.

I said I am gonna start studying on the 9th
but I've been so free I contemplated starting early
so all geared up to make notes, I got out my A4 papers and pens
and then the mood just left, lol.

I can't stop thinking about the upcoming Bangkok trip
what am I going to pack, and the things that I'm going to do
and because passport covers are too expensive
I made my own out of the leftover felt
then I added on the big ribbon, just to realize no one wants such a bulky passport cover
luckily I lost my needles and hadn't stitched it on.

I seriously cannot wait anymore. ahhhh.
hang in there Melody Kho, 9 more dayssssss!

Tuesday, January 6, 2015

I have nothing better to do

I wanna lie in bed all day long
and cry when I feel like it
and get mad whenever I feel like it
and sleep when I get tired of doing what I am doing

I want to not care about whether or not I will hurt someone else
I want, for one day, to not give a damn about others
to not be the one compromising
I wanna disappear for a few hours and just not care about anything 
  I want to have so many books to read that I forget to sleep and eat
forget about that. I finished reading my last available book last night
so all I want to do now is sleep and hug my toys
well unless I'm so desperate I start reading the Enid Blytons that I planned to give the ex-owner's son