this is it.

I know dreading doesn't help

and all that fear and uncertainty has finally brought us to today.

my first day as a trainee teacher in SMJK Catholic

here's to a hopefully colourful 10 weeks.

when I look back and reflect, the tough times have all passed without me realizing

I know this will be challenging, I am not sure how capable I am

but I can do this, I might stumble I might cry I might get overwhelmed by stress

but someday I will look back again and be shocked it passed and I did it.

I am stronger than I believe. =).

a new friend from the one who never fails to make me smile

and who is equally good at getting onto my nerves. haha thank you love.

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Thailand travel diaries #5

 my first paper is on Monday and practical officially starts Wednesday

but I have decided to blog. you know what they all say..

all work and no play makes Melody a dull girl

when we were in Chiangmai, xiaojiu and xiaojiumu brought us cafe hopping, not really cafe hopping, but sight seeing at Nimman Soi which is greatly infested with cafes

most of the cafes were closed already at the time we arrived

so it gave us the chance to take photos at their exterior =D

my youngest cousin <3 p="">

this Librarista was still open but they didn't allow babies to go in one of the spaces so we left

but of course, not before we took lots and lots of photos. haha

Oinky's doppelganger (HAHA I finished The Vampire Diaries and I regret because now I'll have to wait till the next season comes out T.T)

we finally settled for this cafe with ultra cute decorations

I think somehow I look quite cute also. hahaha

but what's with the baked face.

noms. they have the conscience to charge that plate of fries at 60Baht. @@ 

introducing my brother Dongqi if you haven't already met him.

 

there were more but the air quality was so bad we decided to leave as soon as possible.

my shop. =D

Studying or ranting

I have a boyfriend.
Everyone finds him good.
My friends back at home, maybe even my family members who have met him before.
But there's a great difference between a good friend and a good boyfriend.
Countless times have I wished myself just his friend.
It's not always what meets the eye.
Must have been too good to be true.

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I really don't give a damn. haha

 when the true you appears. lol.

just seconds ago I was taking an "I don't give a damn" kind of photo.  

so I have a friend

she is kind

she is understanding

she is considerate

she is caring

but at the same time

she has this twisted belief as if the whole world revolves around her

it seems as if she is the only busy person in the whole wide world

and everyone has to suit to her schedule

as if every single person loves her

she needs a lot of attention and confirmation

as if she is trying to prove something to the world

every little thing, she needs the crowd to sing praises

narcissistic or what I dunno

but no matter how much I love her

she gets onto my nerves

and particularly, VERY VERY MUCH tonight.

okay, and I DO have things to do.

byebye =)

Thailand travel diaries #4

I'll never ever be able to finish my Thailand posts. *tears hair*

read a lot of travel blogs about the Terminal 21 shopping center

and it was of course on my list!

easily reachable by the BTS at the Asok station, it is known for the different themed toilets at every level

this was in London where I bought a very cute red polka dot sweater =D

level Turkey.

do you love these beautiful lamps like I do?

so exotic and intricate me love!!

=D.

seemed appropriate for me to do that. haha.

ta-da! how lovely.

super mommy and my baby Yao. I miss her so much.

she loves me and I adore her. hahhaa

at another level.

when you pack light you end up rotating and sharing clothes.

even her sandals are mine lol

meanwhile... hahaha

and my favourite toilet design!

totally reminds me of One Piece, although I have stopped for too long

another one with baby Yao

fresh blue frog.

the Hollywood level

there are actually a lot more but I dunno why I seem to have lost the photos

or maybe they were in my cousin's phone

I would very much love to go back there again

to explore all the toilets and little shops

and I wanna go again, in a smaller and younger group!!!