here comes the challenge again!

yes! i am back again with the challenge.

this time, it's to blog every single day until the end of this month

which i think is a bit like digging my own grave since it is a very very assignment-packed week, but because i am me, i know i can do this! hehehehhe.

no, nothing to do with this photo

just because i have tons of photos from that night =P

it took super long to curl my hair and a lot of spray to keep the curls in place!

anyway, 3 assignments left.

RAWRRRR!!

有些人真的让我非常非常的愤怒

这不是你该做事的方式

放点心思好不好？

你是组长，不是我

责任感这东西你丢到哪里去？

7 early 8 early? YOU GOT TO BE KIDDING ME and please TURN OFF YOUR G6 SONG!

a very good morning to all my dear readers

it's my second day of exam

my paper is at 11.30am

i planned to wake up at 9.20am to bathe, breakfast, then study

and set off at 10.45am to the exam hall

but right now it is 7.10am and i am wide awake

thanks to my roommate B who keeps singing and printing things

EARLY IN THE MORNING

whatever happened to being a considerate roommate?

AND YOU YES YOU

YOUR PHONE'S ALARM TONE OR RINGING TONE

OR WHATEVER IT IS

IS BUGGING THE HELL OUTTA ME!

and roommate A is seriously getting onto my last nerve

FOR THE 3RD TIME IN WEEKS SHE LEFT HER KEY LYING AROUND

WITH THE A306 PLATE ON IT

WHAT IF SOME OUTSIDER GOT IT AND CAME INTO MY ROOM

and i expected you to be more cautious

racist or not, i guess you just don't have a brain to think of all the dangerous possibilities

fml.

and IT IS SO HOT

HOT LIKE OVEN

I WEAR SINGLET LIAO STILL SO HOT HOW SLEEP

T,T

and THERE IS THIS UGLY MOTH WHICH DECIDED TO STAY ON THE WALL BESIDE MY BED

HOW SLEEP TELL ME HOW SLEEP! t.t

this is foh shure gonna spoil mai mood foh ze whole freaking day T.T

aisi!

aisi lo!! i am really getting very very lazy as you can see my posts are getting shorter and shorter i don't even wanna think. i think this is a vicious cycle T.T and yes it will go on and on and on and on and on until forever comes. i get very very hardworking for some time, then a few weeks/ days later, the craze is gone, and my blog is full of crap again. it is always crappy anyway ahh never mind if you don't get me because even i don't get myself. HAHAHA.

medical check up this morning. reached at 7.30am but see what number i got! 45 wei! the waiting hall was already full of people aiti T.T

 ma blood! T.T.

met some kind aunties there and only um need RM90 de medical report, unimas RM20 nia wei. lol.

and stupid x-ray machine of the sentosa clinic was spoilt and we rushed here and there just for the x-ray. one morning and a big 50km was gone and all i did was the blood and urine test. #wastemytime!!! conclusion: i'll have to go to the Jalan Masjid polyclinic on the 29th for the stupid x-ray photographing and then go to Klinik Kota Sentosa for the bloody x-ray report and the rest of the test! wow! not to mention after sentosa this morning we still went to the Tanah Putih polyclinic and THEY HAVE AN X-RAY MACHINE but bloody photographer said she's too busy for me!! I SEE HER DEPARTMENT SO EMPTY LO! puasa forgive her aih T.T. NOOOO unforgivable, waste my time waste kao kao T.T.

huu~ huu~ breathing in deeply. ok not so shao liao @@.

see this!!!

got from Ting and Ting at RM3.80. pretty expensive considering there were only 4 pieces of that brownie inside but really nice bo! or maybe simply because it is chocolate hehehe.

 first time see food products so ngam with the illustration. really only four. haha.

sometimes i wonder if i am really a Kuchingite because i'm making a list of food i wanna eat before leaving but NO! kolo mee never made into the list and i seriously don't know waiiiii!

WO HEN JEKKKKKK!

sometimes..

we really have to admit that.

lighting and angles do change many things.

and how can we blame those who get cheated by photos they see online?

lol.

actually i am too bored. and so hot!

remember my post about the safety and security in my area?

well, two days after i blogged about it, my house was broken into.

i was away in Lundu enjoying my prawn, when mum called up.

Froggie was alone at home in the afternoon facebooking as she said, when she heard the motorcycle in our porch. if you wanna read about her account, here it is.

i think she was acting pretty brave. be it me, miss ibeho said i might directly faint how can she say that that's insulting T.T hahahah. i might not faint but if it were me, would i be calm enough for them not to notice me? maybe, but, thank God nothing big happened and i hope they really get caught and punished! WE HAVE GOTTEN ENOUGH OF THIS! SO BACK OFF LOSERS!!!!

i'm tired. =(

sleeping deprivation is one. or is it just me?

because it seems i NEVER get enough of sleep.

i'm ugly i mean it. *sighs at the person i see in the mirror*

stupid pimples and blackheads and fine wrinkles.. GET A LIFE

LEAVE ME AND MY FACE ALONE!

congratulations for completely destroying my face

I HATE YOU.

and fats. you know what!

i think it's time you moved on

STOP STAYING IN MY BODY, I'VE GOTTEN ENOUGH OF YOU

OR.. IF YOU REALLY WANNA STAY

WHY DON'T YOU MAKE YOURSELF USEFUL

LIKE GOING TO THE RIGHT PLACES LOL

i need a change!!! UBAH UBAH! ==

"WE WILL HIDE IN THE TOILETS AND WHEN THE GIRLS GET BACK, WE WILL RAPE THEM" the above dialogue came from 11 year old kids.

i was mortified. what on earth got into the coconuts of the kids nowadays?

how could their minds possibly be so crooked and perverted?

it makes me sick just hearing that.

and that isn't the end. a few guys in particular actually 'touched' their female classmates

except that what they touched was the shadow. but this is totally wrong!

filthy kids. i pity their parents for real.

i'm feeling down again, for no reason.

maybe there's a reason after all.

i'm reading the twilight saga all over again, and am now sucked into New Moon.

i hate how i always feel for the character, especially the sad parts.

it's like Bella's gaping hole from Edward's walking away is tearing me apart as well.

but what actually is bugging me?

there must be something i forgot, but i can't seem to put a finger to it.

and that's pretty unhealthy. =(.

it's goodbye tomorrow.

i hope i wouldn't cry.

goodnight.

i can kill.

i found out that my blog posts are all about FOOD for these few days!

GOSH!

i better make a change. like right now.

but still.

haha. one last i try ><

me fried this dou miao XD

cooked this soup!!

i'm really becoming more and more like an ah sam going to buy vege kok @@

and i...

i mixed the sauce nia la. haha

frog fried the egg.

okay no more food!

i'm seriously on fire.

i don't mind them playing with me.

i don't even mind if they touch my pencil case and the things inside

but this is too much.

how i wish i knew who was the impolite and evil kid who did this to my bag.

and i'll meet her parents and DEMAND that they fly to hk or china i forgot

to get the SAME MINNIE MOUSE BAG back for me.

say nia. =(. wish i could really do that.

haih, i better just use plastic bags.

ugh. i like that bag so much. =(

seriously, my mood is rotten now.

so any potential troubles, leave me alone for a sec.

well actually i decided i was gonna take some photos yesterday.

tada.

lol i saw my curler.

emo because of the pimples? haha.

hee.

dunno how take liao

so i'm still very very hot i can type a whole string of profanities but it still can't extinguish my anger.

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhfmlfmlfmlshit

我爱我自己 很多很多

这一点都不像我

不懂干嘛

有种莫名的恶心感

哈哈哈！

看了很多人

头发好长好长

衣服好美好美

突然有种想法

为了你而不买的短裤 我后悔

为了你而不买的高腰短裙 我后悔

为了你而剪短的头发 我后悔

为了你放弃的所有的自己 我后悔

为你付出的一切 我后悔

因为你而挥霍的青春，时间，泪水 我后悔

我不想再听到关于你的一切

虽然放下了，但是再次想到你

我就烦

不要再来打扰我的新生活

我残忍也好

就算你过得不好

就算你真的没在追人

就算你单身一辈子

那也是你自己的事情 不要再来跟我说

因为 你再也不是我的谁

我也不想再当你的谁

我们也许快乐过 但那也已经是回忆

我不想记起 因为没有意义了 都过去了

所以拜托不要再跟我提起

别试图让我再去怀念什么

再说下去我也只会更加反感

我不讨厌你

我只是后悔自己傻的可以

现在的我

为了自己活得很开心

现在 我的头发 为了自己而留

现在 我为了自己而美丽

再见了曾经伤我的你

其实你并没有那么爱我

你爱的一直都是你自己

你要我变成的那个人 其实谁都可以做到

如果你真的爱我

不是应该接受最真实的我吗？

不过也算了

反正有一天

属于我的他会出现

他或许不是王子

不过我也不需要王子

他 一定会很爱很爱我

因为我有幸福的权利

the f.

finally i know the feeling of the rape victims.

i was just grabbed at my hand

yet i felt fear and dirtiness.

a storeman at my office grabbed my hand twice.

the first time i was at my seat doing things.

the second time i was walking up the staircase from the store to the office.

he came and passed me something

then he grabbed my hand.

both times were with strength

the first time i thought he was just playing

so i din do anything although i didn't feel good.

the second time i was scared.

i din know what the hell was he trying to do.

yeap i told the supervisor.

if it happens again i'll make sure he is dead.

mamagonggong lasapngin.

hello medical supplies.

it seems like i don't really mention about my work here

but it doesn't mean it is good.

sometimes, no news can mean bad news!

so two of my colleagues are away for orientation.

a week.

hell yeah, so i have to do my part

plus their part.

she left

A LOT for me to clear for her. A LOT.

the part i hate most is

answering phone calls.

if you ask me a job which i will never ever attempt

it will be operator/receptionist.

stop calling. T.T

so i said

i actually felt a bit bad for complaining about smk st lasap, (what to say, it also provided me a place for form six ma right) and even featuring it in i think two blogposts

yeap, here and here.

but the fact is

lasap school really got lasap students

their mere presence make me wanna puke

no joke. EEW.

mamagonggong never seen ppl so lasap before

hope all lasapians rot in the lasap school together.

godie. grrrr

ppl wan wear what it’s their business

you. LASAP kia

paiseh the photos are a bit too small you can click on the pictures for the larger image but it is not necessary as it will just make u wanna puke just like me

i guess some guys just never learn how to respect

one last word. ROT IN PEACE