You know how people keep on sharing about writing the year wrongly, the transition from 2018 to 2019? It didn't happen to me this year. 2019 and all the responsibilities just barged rudely into my life.
It's the beginning of the year, technically the fifth day but I'm so full of negative vibes. I know it is damn unhealthy but I just can't help it. My body and I are already feeling the stress. I have been getting up wayyyy earlier than my alarm clock. How on earth did whoever in the senior management team decide that it's okay for a person to have 10 extra non-teaching job to handle, and all these carry weight, not just some position where you just need a name to fill in the space, and how about the work that will eventually pop out again during events? It looks like the school only has 20 teachers, with the amount of workload I get, we are effing overstaffed okay? So why are they doing this to me? As if I don't have to teach. Of course I tried talking to the boss, and his million dollar answer: I can't brain now, just telegram me your job list, and that's it! No more news from him until today. I was so busy the past week, I couldn't actually find the time to see him face to face.
I'll definitely have to do something about it, or get depression, no joke. This was also the first time I gave a serious thought about resigning, and it has nothing to do with my competency, or maybe it has. Who knows, maybe I'm so competent, everyone wants me to be in their unit that's why, HAHA just saying.
Anyway, yeahh, resolutions.
- I'm trying to be more in control of my own emotions, so I decided to start writing a diary again.
- Get back on track, I have a beach holiday to look forward to in June YAY.
- Cut down on online shopping!
- Cut down on junk food and emotional eating.
- Be more patient.
- Be a nice friend.
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