Saturday, August 30, 2014

6 years

Drove past school today and was shocked at how big the school has become

The assistant class monitor suddenly posted a photo in the dead KHS 5S1 2008 Facebook group.
'It wasn't gone in the fire, but kept safely till now.'
Records were burnt, I think even my magazine, but I do remember my hobby written inside was studying, cz sleeping was banned by the teacher. Hahaha.
I forgot I was the ketua kebersihan
Who the hell assigned me that job?
Also I've forgotten how it feels to look at my friends' life through twitter
All have gone inactive, it is now the territory of '98 kids, and staronline, and mytraffic which I've just unfollowed.
omg, nostalgia at its max

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Tuesday, August 26, 2014

flying home. faulty phone battery, or power bank? sighs.

HELLO! I'm back again. Current location: McDonald's NU Sentral. should I get myself an ice-cream first before I start?
okay I decided not to.

why on Earth did I choose a 10pm flight? it's okay, I can blog. but why are the girls two tables behind me so noisy? ==

so the practical is finally over. the inevitable journey that had been haunting me since the beginning of third year.

I have so much to say but I dunno how to start. why does this always have to happen to me. lol. I look back at my posts, in blogspot, in Instagram and LINE, I've indeed changed. My friends, even myself have always thought that I am no teacher material. Up until today, I still don't think that I am cut out for teaching, but somehow my students made me feel otherwise. who would have thought a childish and silly person like me could impact another person? and who would have thought that I would enjoy going to school just to see the kids. I never saw that coming T.T. Ok in short I seem to enjoy teaching. how could that even happen?

so for this 10 week long practical
I can't stop using 'so', hahaha.
and I can't stop counting my blessings.
I'm so blessed to have a decent place to stay
so blessed to have a roommate who shares the same interest and doesn't mind my lifestyle
so blessed to have coursemates whom I can discuss and brainstorm ideas together
so blessed to not have to worry about transport
so blessed to have been sent to such a good school, with good facilities, (some) kind teachers, and the best students anyone could ever ask for T.T
so blessed to have a week of Raya break, who doesn't love holidays haha
so blessed to be accepted and liked by students
blessed with the best results so far, for the previous semester although it was stressful having to cope with teaching and finals at the same time
so blessed to be finally going home
and the list goes on and on and on

okay noisy people are disrupting my order of thought and the whole grateful angelic aura is gone. haha.
should probably stop writing, I don't wanna spoil this post.

but I just did. hahaha
I was so close to buying this. but I don't need two right

or should I go back and get one each for meimei and myself?


Wednesday, August 13, 2014


I am feeling REALLY REALLY relieved
no more worrying about a teacher sneaking into my class to observe without informing
no more cracking my head to present a very ideal classroom to Mdm Rose
I'm done with observations!
7 more teaching days and I'm free to flyyyyyyy
like really fly back home. ngehehe.
second book from Mitch Albom
gosh, this is also so good.
why have I not discovered the author earlier?

yea I know, because I judge books by their covers. haha.
but Cecelia Ahern does write good books! (with pretty covers, lol)

I was greatly moved and even teared while reading in a relief class
and was forced to stop because I had something else to do
and picked it up again just moments ago
and all that emotions which were abruptly cut off yesterday gushed back just like that
how could anyone even do that? :O

"There is a reason God limits our days."
"To make each one precious."

want to buy books now, how?