Tuesday, November 30, 2010

VOMIT

终于知道读书读到想吐的感觉了
这是第一次
好希望也是最后一次
干嘛我要让八张考卷四个科目决定我的未来
有种可悲的感觉
为了读书而读书
为了未来而读书
累死了我
好想痛快地把书都烧了
当然是考试后
可是
公开焚烧是要被罚钱的
LOL
我满幽默的嘛
该回去闭关了
再见 T.T

Sunday, November 28, 2010

too good to be true, oh really?

lol i was worried that i will be lazy to blog
but look here
i'm blogging again @@
i think
i am the worst daughter anyone will get
and the most problematic friend anyone will have
why do i always have to let people worry for me
and all these are too good to be true
will it really end so easily?
it's just like a dream can someone pinch me hard?
on second thought, no i don't want anyone to pinch me
i takut pain la. hehehe.
T.T
just hope all bad things are really coming to an end!

Saturday, November 27, 2010

iwishthatyouwouldjustleave

wont you just leave me alone
that's my only wish
i guess i've gotten enough to know that
the earlier i am free
the less suffering i get
i think i smell freedom
how sweet the scent
so back off.
it's high time i thought for myself.
leave me alone
no more sympathy
no more looking back

glad that i have friends who are there to support me. =).
thank you guys love you so much!
xoxo

Friday, November 26, 2010

long long emo yi xia

I woke up it was 7
I waited till 11
Just to figure out that no one would call
I think I've got a lot of friends but I don't hear from them
What's another night all alone?
When your spending everyday on your own
And here it goes
I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid, I know that it's not fair
Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is
Having more fun than me
Tonight...

lol. i'm not emo la
this is just simple plan's lyrics XD

but i'm just a kid
and life i seriously a nightmare.
at least now it is
please wake me up!!!!

Thursday, November 25, 2010

beanbag

hello. i am melody. lol wei
introducing to you the latest furniture in our house
the lazy chair!
TADA!
lazy bug number two.
this chair is seriously comfortable
once you sit down
you wouldn't feel like getting up!
SERIOUS WEI!
i think i can make myself study by studying when sitting on it
but it becomes even more comfortable that i wanna sleep.
gosh. so now you know why we name it lazy chair!


just a random photo.
cool or not the brand hahaha
it stands for wonderful la hahahahaha
why i blog two post today?
cz i might be lazy, so might as well blog more when i am rajin!
lazy chair is infectious!

my romper!

it seems like i haven been blogging properly for long. bopien, stpm student bo, hahaha =X.
before crapping, let me just complain again, i did not do well again today. =(.
the questions were average i think, not as hard as i thought they will be
and i read the correct topics, yea right, almost all the topics i focused came out
BUT!!!! i did not familiarize myself with the concept. argh! =(.
okay enough bla, since my next paper is on Wednesday i guess i can have some time to blog (wah i talk like the rest of the time i study lidat T.T)
i din. because i took photo yesterday morning and gamed for quite awhile when I SHOULD BE STUDYING FOR BLOODY PHYSICS. T.T

bought this romper from MLfashion house hahaha
weird right mama?
wo he ta mei you yuan ahhh T.T
hahaha yes i played makeup again ==
tried to make it look better by wearing a shirt outside
but i guess
i failed. XDDDDDD
self timer wei. hahaha
last picture before i decided to stop!
did you notice this time i used the camera instead of my phone?!!
finally it is in use again
but i want a new camera!
the one now is almost spoiled.
i want nice nice de!
dunno if i am able to persuade mum into buying one.
wish wish wish =P

Tuesday, November 23, 2010

gah!

i am terribly disappointed with myself
i did badly and i seriously mean badly in my pa paper today
i know that, i knew it the second i started writing!!!
gahhh!
all my ideas were jumbled up and my mind was like a big mess
or a lot of wires tangled together
i got so disorganized my points were jumping here and there
i guess i forgot to bring my brain out
it slowly came back while i kept on writing but it was too late!!!
i was just lucky enough to be able to finish in time
i guess i was wrong for only reading the essays
i think i should start thinking in bm now, like now
tapi buat apa? lepas tulis karangan hari ini saya hanya perlu lihat bm satu kali lagi LOL
memang membazirkan masa saya
gahhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
fjdsij giojifgrsifjisdjifjsdijfsjigjrijgijsigjsdifj
=(
enough crap.
time to sleep =((

Saturday, November 20, 2010

陆地上的鸳鸯-旱鸭子 LOL

do you know what are these?
they are yuan yang 鸳鸯
let me tell you a story about them. i was having lunch yesterday with my mum and ibeho xiao jie. beside me there was a pot of plant and obviously these yuan yang were sat in the pot. i saw them and i said eee 旱鸭子. then ibeho xiao jie said walao 那个是鸳鸯啦. and my mum looked at me unbelievably like i just said i am an alien. i really didn't know. T.T. i tot yuan yang was just a name people used to describe whatever bla bla. manatau. T.T. but don't ducks look like that also? and ibeho xiao jie said the next time i get married i will tell the shopkeeper i wan to buy 旱鸭子. LAUGH LA!!!! T.T hahahahhaha i also think very funny @@

Wednesday, November 17, 2010

directly proportional

the graph of directly proportional is a straight line which cuts the graph at coordinate (0,0)
i think my kinteo-ness and the days left to stpm are directly proportional.
blur?
let me explain
let degree of kinteoness, K be 10-1 for most kintio to most not kinteo
and let days left to stpm, T be 10-1 for most days to least days

K is directly proportional to T
when K = 0
T = 0
hence K=T

therefore
i am dead =D



Monday, November 15, 2010

mixed.up.

it's officially the last day i am in smk st lasap
leaving the school today, i had mixed feelings
i felt sad and happy at the same time
no no don't get me wrong
i wouldn't miss that school
it's just that the next time i step into the school
it's the time i face the much dreaded stpm
T.T
yet i am still not in the study mood
yes i am serious
T.T

-------------------------------------------------

another song to introduce
XD
i first heard it when i was watching kangxi
knew this guy from xing guang
of course not knowing him as a friend but just as who he is hahahaha like u dunno lidat @@
it was the preview and we just heard a small part
then my sister and i remained silent for a few seconds
then we looked at one another
and whoooo-ed at the same time
dang nice de!!
T.T


must listen!

Thursday, November 11, 2010

girls don't wanna be princesses anymore

i'm recently in love with a song


empress by andrew tan
heard this song before in radio of course
but i never got to know who is the singer and even the name
thanks to TVBS-G lol
yes that's where i got to know the singer and the song
the lyrics is so beautiful
it makes people feel his sadness
and also his deep love for the girl
but finally he gives up
because he knows what the girl really wants is not him
aiti the song is really nice
and it is full malaysian made.
malaysia boleh wei!
hahahahha
must listen =D!

Wednesday, November 10, 2010

toalldownbluesadandemo

to all i care who are facing the blue phase of their life
i wanna say
jiayou jiayou
and please put that smile back onto your faces!
all the sadness will go away one day
you'll just have to go through it even if it means tonnes of sadness
and even if it is hard to endure
but when you hold on
and got through it
you'll find that it was just something so small
and you'll be glad that you put yourself together and went through it
you are the best!!

smile just like the bun jeremy is getting
because it knew that even if it was going to be eaten up
it could still smile
knowing that it will come out as sai
then it will be free again
hahahhahhaa
i know it is not funny
@@

Tuesday, November 9, 2010

of aliens..

i believe in aliens
i believe they exist
i wish i could meet them one day
i also like to say that i am an alien when i get too bored
"my spaceship is broken"
"in my planet we don't have to talk"
yes. these are my favourite quotes
i even have an alien passport/ic
well it is actually a pokemon card lar.

hehe, and this is the photo
upaa
cute right?
it looks like a spoon
hehe


whatever
last night when watching tv then i learned that Rosewell incident is real
years back when i was reading rosewell high or something lidat i thought it was just made up stories
@@
to think that i was so silly LOL

and guess what lol lol
hongki believes in aliens also
don't believe me?
see this video!!
ok ok fine.
it's just in the mv nia ma
but, at least it made me happy for a few minutes ma
hehe

first: i don't really like yao yao
but i find this song cute
LOL
and i think
she thinks she is a Martian
hahahhahha


Sunday, November 7, 2010

the best phone ever!

i am having the best phone ever!
trust me you'll never find a phone as good as mine!
did i change my phone?
NO!
then why i say it is the best phone ever?
it is not any smart phone or whatever fruity phone hehehaha
fine just cut the crap!
i found out something very cool about my phone!!!
my earphone can actually split out the vocal part and the music part of a song
no play play wei!
you see, i was listening to songs
and i feel uncomfortable when i poke both sides of the earphone into my ears
so i usually change the ear in which i poke the earphone in
so i was listening to a song
and here comes the funny and cool thing
it was like i was in kbox you know?
because there was only music no song
no vocal no voice
just music!
hahhahahhahhahaha
but when i poked in the other side, there was song again
so i decided to try this on other songs since it was so cool
but by time i pressed next, it returned to normal again =(
yi chang huan xi yi chang kong ah T.T

Friday, November 5, 2010

渴望

如果当时成熟一点就不用像现在这么痛苦吧
为什么有的人永远都学不会放手
难道他们都不懂有时放手不只是放了别人
也可以放开自己让自己更好过吗?
有时死死的抓住只会让自己更看不清楚
看不清楚自己到底在做什么
那是很悲哀的
爱一个人不一定就要在一起不是吗
如果不放开却让你爱的他那么难熬
你觉得这是爱吗

不算什么 爱错就爱错
早点认错 早一点解脱

爱情很窄 世界很大
而我们应该长大

我不能在像从前一样
为我们的明天疯狂

现在的我
渴望自由
累死了
亲爱的外星人朋友们
快来绑架我吧!

Thursday, November 4, 2010

LOL!

after before
hahhahhahahahha.
when the line is down, this is what i do.
==

i said this will be funny!

i cut my fringe again few days ago
because it is growing too long
i wanted to take a nice picture of mine but i phailed.
so i decided to use my wax which is gonna expire on the 17th of November hahaha
i bought it when i was in form 4.
walao ==
3 years and i haven even finish half of it hehehehehe

this is btw my latest birthday present from vi square hahaha
and this is the funny thing i promised in the previous post!!!
introducing to u..
the physics student way of wishing a happy birthday
LOL
hin hin right?
see i am so kind i provide you with the formula booklet
teeheehee
i think i should learn more
this is so uber cool!
XD
at the same time revise physics kok wor
hahahhahhaha!

Wednesday, November 3, 2010

black and pink = blink?

greetings to all. HELLO!

have a look at this!
another production of mine =D
nice?
this is the same bag as what i d.i.y-ed before.
it looked like this
i got improve o not?
XD
i think i got
because i love die this bag although i dunno when will i get to use it hahahaha hehehehe
but wait, what did i do to it?
hehehe.
the pocket comes from the black shirt's sleeve
and I sewed the pocket right onto the bag with the yarn I TELL YOU IT IS DANG DIFFICULT
T.T
and hahaha saw the cover for the pocket?
i got them from my spoiled socks!
lol don't say eew yet, the socks are clean of course and due to the low quality i only wore them a few times then they got hole liao la lol lol
finally, show you where the big black ribbon come from.
yes. it is a pair of leggings which i wore less than five times
hahahha don't ask me why
not my choice i don't like
so why not use it in a good way hahahaha
i will be back for something cooler than this
wait oh! hahaha