Wednesday, May 29, 2013

recently, NOT!

amidst chaos here I am to blog again
this is the most stressful Week 14 for me in the 4 semesters I've been in UM
and I thought I could settle all this shit yesterday
so now I have:
Literature review for thesis
Report for Management of Uniform Unit
40% final
bugging me
I haven't been sleeping as much as I used to
BECAUSE I WAKE UP AUTOMATICALLY KNOWING I HAVE LOADS PILING UP T.T

I guess that proves:
I am not as disciplined as I thought I could be, and lit review is HARD
I am not as disciplined as I thought I could be, and awesome lecturer breeds procrastination
shit happens, and lecturers can be even shittier than shit could be

anyway, lemon and strawberry macarons some weeks back =D

Pizza hut after a year of Domino's and Papa John's

Lunch one weekend

with some people I have drifted apart from.
the meal spelled AWKWARD.

cute cupcakes. I always believe baking makes one happy.

and looking at desserts too. =D

Kaya something

Strawberry Yoghurt cheesecake .

Korean last night to soothe disappointment for not being able to try on Hanbok

Kimchi jjigae..
which was actually a bit too sour for my liking T.T

CC trip to Desa Water Park on Sunday

T A N N E D now T.T
and my skin is gonna be burned again next Monday when I go to Pangkor T.T
argh I don't wanna think about it now, adding stress to my overflowing stress load. T.T

and..
=__= hahaha.

nola.
I am therefore publishing this post immediately and continue my stupid Chapter 2.
bye people.

Friday, May 24, 2013

3 years back wow

I miss school.
was never a very good student
and I have always wanted to get a borang merah/ demerit
because I'm cool like that XD
but failed to get any throughout my 7 years in secondary school lol

I miss those times
when assignments and projects were easily settled with copy and paste
when I could wake up early for class and didn't feel tired
when I could always copy answers from friends
when there was no need to worry about what to wear to class
when teachers don't cancel class because it's their birthday
when deadlines didn't feel as stressful

I have a 30% assignment and a 40% final next Tuesday
but I'm so sleepy gosh
so GOODNIGHT.

I'll start work tonight. I hope. =X

Thursday, May 23, 2013

sentimental moments

I remember last year when we had our first ever event as CCMTs
 a year has passed and never did I ever think that I could be so attached to the CC
or maybe, the people I work with
we had our times, and now it's time to step down

thanks, although the prize was really jaw-dropping lol

and thanks again..

我想我真的学到了很多东西,得到了很多东西
长大了一点点,朋友也多了一点点
从陌生到熟悉,从礼貌得很虚伪到疯狂的聊通宵
真的很足够了
可能也因为这么的幸福 所以好不舍

‘CC是个大家庭,不只我们,还有你们’
我感受到了 =)
晚安

Sunday, May 19, 2013

2:28 a.m

给张启健的一封信
我生气过了
某些该有的交代
某些说过的话
某些答应过的事
都被风带走了
所以某些小小的在乎
某些不开心
也应该被那阵风一起带走
反正人家都说melody脾气很好嘛
所以我不生气了

Tuesday, May 14, 2013

omnomnom sweet chat

hello hello lol blogging mood back but I have nothing to blog about!!!!
so here's something really backdated, but who cares? haha
I think this was some random weekend before MAK
and we decided to have a date XD

really tired, I dunno but I remember being quite busy at that time

but yay, I found a nice flower in Forever 21 at only RM7 =D 

sugar fix.
they say people crave for chocolate because they are lacking of Vitamin B6 and B12
so should I chuck chocolates and take my B complex supplement every day? =/ NO WAY
NOT EVEN CONSIDERING THAT!!!

but it really feels good to know that somehow, someone is always there
no matter how tired I get. thank you =D

and hehe, of course daddy mummy froggie!!!
HAPPY 23rd ANNIVERSARY DADDY MUMMY =DD


Sunday, May 12, 2013

MAK 2013 - Oceanic Wonders

hello. I've been really lazy for long. but I just can't help it, I feel so drained that I don't even feel like turning on my laptop. but anyway here I am to blog about our college dinner, which was 11 days ago, 01.05.2013 (oops)
the theme was Oceanic Wonders hence the blue green white dress code.
didn't really want to wear white because it's too common but I found nothing better

unless, of course, if I was willing to pay RM200 for that Bershka dress T.T

found something similar at RM35. hahaha.
so this was upon reaching the hotel for phase one. =)

because ahem, someone was performing =D

too bad all taken =P

with my CC daughter and son in law lol.

Junhua =D

meili de Lily who won the best dressed award XD

and Mankit, best dressed male lehh XD

le coursemates, Qil and El =)

Sinlee =)

Weiqi xiaomeimei..

Ahem, Pengarah.

couldn't get enough of the stairs.

and finally, one of the five of us. =D

one of my favourite photos of that night XD

with my favourite humans in college, although Yihhai was photoshopped into it and although i had the weirdest expression ever ==

initially I thought it was Oinky who gave me this stalk of rose
yuanlai it was from heehee, Mr Teoh. =D

and the best boyfriend award of the night goes to..
*drumrolls*
zhangqijian!! =D
my legs hurt so much I should just chuck the heels and wear flats the next round
I'm tall enough anyway, *flips hair and walk away* haha

sad to say I didn't have any solo photo that night. haha
so here's one self shot before makeup.

and now I should go nap before starting my assignment haha
goodnight!

Monday, May 6, 2013

the darkest night ever

my head feels really heavy, I need sleep, but not before I finish this post.
I was never interested in politics, but this GE was really something. I hoped so much to see a change, and even wished that I actually registered as a voter. Dang, I must really vote in the next elections.
all those dirty tricks and the blind supporters made me so mad I think I might be able to boil and egg for breakfast. and sometimes, you really have no idea how ignorant some people can be.


I feel really sad. I know change isn't as easy and what we thought, but we couldn't help but hope. What is our future going to be like? Our education system? The lives of the people? Our next generation? There was never any democracy. And would another 5 years really change that fact?
there is still hope out there.
the awareness has been created.
somehow, somewhere, the people have won.
and congratulations to me, I finally unlocked the Black body colour for my Pou. =D
GOODNIGHT.

Friday, May 3, 2013

fly fly flyaway

recycling photos because I am too lazy to send new files to the laptop.
remember me mentioning I need cash?
it is because.. AHEM, I'M GOING TO TAIWAN THIS JULY
and I CANNOT WAIT OMG OMG FINALLY!!!! =D