Choices

the most loyal (and maybe the only) reader of this blog said I haven't been updating.

I only have classes on Monday and Tuesday, and it's already the end of week 4

I know I am supposed to be really free but I seem to be as occupied as ever

truth is I don't seem to have anything to write about, or I have too much to write, so much that I decide to not write at all hahaha.

anyway updates, life recently is filled with classes, actually I don't even know if I should use filled with for classes, it's only 6 hours out of my whole week, gym, cafe hopping, doing laundry and.. getting mad at the sky for raining.

I have this habit of thinking a lot when I lie awake on bed.

one day I thought, our whole life is full of choices

if I didn't make certain choices I made, would I be here today?

would I still be the me I am today?

and then they say life is so unpredictable, live everyday as if it were your last

but seriously, if it were my last day what would I do?

and if I lived everyday as if it were my last, are you saying I should withdraw all my cash, buy a ticket, get on the plane and travel the world? haha.

practical not only opened my eyes to teaching

it made me realize how much I like taking photos

and some random idea came into my mind

what if I bought a good camera and start learning photography

should I really settle for just phone quality photos

what if I could even become a photographer?

there are really people who take lousy photos with their DSLR, when they could do so much more

and a nudging question

am I going to be a teacher?

what to do after June?

I wanna see the world, a lot of it, or at least experience something different before entering the working world, but there are so many constraints.

gahh.

here's a smile to all the choices I made, and also all I am going to make.

oh fyi, it's the World Smile Day today! =D

 

to cash out or not cash out? hahaha

#choices