I'm okay, still alive and kicking.

oops. the last post felt ages away.

one of the questions people ask me most recently is

Then what do you eat for dinner?

You got eat ma?

Don't starve yourself okay?

hahaha it sure feels kinda touching, but I am really doing fine.

sometimes it's hard to cope with a big part of the people who make up my university life semi graduated, but I guess I've grown through this. 

Thesis progress: 90% Chapter one. hahaha.

went swimming today and it felt so so good.

been eons since my last swim lol.

the first shameless selfie in the new phone.

the grass I call hair is losing it's curl

I feel like chopping it off

okay I look more cheerful here. haha.

sorry if I frightened you lol. byeeee

I'll be back soon I promise.

not ready.

I'm not at all ready for the test tomorrow

let's hope it isn't counted in our final exam

shitty face cz I spotted some shitty attitude

maybe I've stayed in for so long I become grumpy and so full of grudge

but I really don't know what some people are thinking

what are they trying to prove? it isn't even funny. totally pointless I would say.

thank God for the roommate who has an extra cable to loan me

even with the phone battery at 90% I was feeling insecure of a tomorrow with a dead phone

do you know ice-cream price will be affected by gst.

hello.

I kinda miss the teaching days.

am actively clearing the photos in my phone because because because

THE NEW PHONE IS COMING SOOOOON!

keeping my hopes moderately high only though, because it has been a long way hahaha

the Magnum Cafe craze was on for quite a long time

an ice-cream fan like me of course would have hopped onto the bandwagon

despite what many people say that one try is enough

I had it thrice or 4 times (how do you call four times? quadruplice? hahaha)

and then we tried Inside Scoop, and then there was NO MORE turning back.

but one day in Mr Teoh's house 

we did our own Magnum platter.

Two sticks of Magnum ice-cream: RM7.80

Gardenia delicia waffles (HAHAHA): I don't remember the price

some Oreo cookie crumbles and Famous Amos cookie crumbles

Gojiberry he randomly dug out

altogether added up to not more than RM15.00, I guess

still cheaper than two customized Magnums! wheeee

of course it's different la, but it's still ice-cream so I was happy enough hehehe

and still wanna act like I was at some cafe

I even geo-tagged the photo: Outside Scoop, Butterworth.

super creative. lol. masuk angkat bakul sendiri.

or masuk bakul angkat sendiri.

dunno la. ooh I have a test tomorrow!

The life of a pathetic final year student

I have finally taken the first step: sit my ass down and start writing

it isn't even a thesis, just a piece of academic writing

and I've just checked, ha! final submission date is 12/06/2015

I hope I'm wrong though, I've heard 19/06/2015 from friends

yesterday wasn't fruitful, and it was so frustrating

ahhh, the heavy weight of extreme procrastination

BRING IT ON! I WILL SURVIVE.

who am I

had a breakfast date with the cousin at Gim's Burger, but none of us had burger. lol.

everything was pretty good but not the hot chocolate. WHY SO MILKY.

anyway we talked a lot over the breakfast/brunch. it was already 12pm when we left! lol.

I was confused, and am still confused about what I want to do after I graduate.

then she asked me, "who are you?"

who am I? beneath my name, my face, my every surface?

what defines me?

still I don't know. I have been thinking about that since that day.

I like words, I like writing, 

I love quotes, I love puns, I enjoy wordplay, I like reading

but not as much as some other people I know

I am picky when it comes to books

there are actually a few books that I have never read because I wasn't patient enough to sit through the introduction.

but I like prologues

I enjoy emotions hidden in words, emotions portrayed by words

I cry when I read, I laugh when I read

is literature my thing?

I also like art work.

not only craft work, I like all things beautiful.

I love doing hair, I love braids, I love beautiful clothes, I love making cards, I love filling my cards with words (I can't really stop when I start writing on cards), I love wrapping presents, I love making things, I love a beautiful house, I love beautiful decorations, I love photographs, I love 'exploring' in instagram, I love beautiful cakes, I just love everything beautiful!

THEN WHAT DOES THIS MAKE ME AGAIN?

do you know what this is? 

it is a d.i.y foosball box.

one of the many d.i.y projects I've done

but among the rare ones which I bother to pay attention to

mummy once complained on how I never pay attention to details

true, I love straight lines but when drawing I never want to use a ruler

when making cards, I never really have any measurements

I just cut, or draw, or paste whatever I feel like to

maybe that's why people are successful and I am not

everything is cincai. hahaha.

so recently I tried to make an effort to be more precise

our 3rd anniversary card was done carefully

this was also with some amount of calculation

BUT it still failed, because the box was too small. lol

RED was meant to be MU, and yellow blue Arse you know.

hahaha after so much rant I still don't know who I am.

it's okay. I'll go shower, and then watch originals. lol.

on a side note, I WILL START THESIS WITHIN THESE TWO WEEKS

THIS IS A PROMISE I MAKE TO MYSELF.

CNY preparations

the frog was finally back home, and forever indecisive about her fringe

it looks normal here but long fringe always seems to make her look not so young (old) *insert laugh till cry emoji*

and here comes my job. I thought this was a good way to collect the fallen hair hahaha

tadaaa!

do you think that was all? of course not! haha.

#melodyhairdyeservices back in business

I've used at least 5 different types of box hair dye already, hehehe achievement unlocked

I think this was Garnier or something, and it smelt really nice!

and my own. I should have bought another box but I was still considering whether or not to dye

Nails!

the whole internet seemed to be filled with mekmek nail art and I thought it was too mainstream

I wanted to do something different but nothing seemed to look good

painted, removed, repainted, re-removed, lol, and I finally gave in and followed to trend.

on a side note, I should get myself a topcoat and base coat, and maybe a dryer hahaha.

heee, frog for the frog

of course that wasn't all

chocolate chip German cookies

and this! found the recipe on newspapers, too cute I cannot!

but it was quite tedious work so we gave up after completing one tray of these

hmm, domestic goddess in the making HHAHAHAH

then it was cleaning, endless cleaning, and last but not the least, (actually the best part)

our annual surprise for visitors!

 daddy is awesome and creative he should have been an interior designer

the colour was his choice, though we were doubtful at first

but it turned out so nice! plus we suddenly found so many different marine themed decorations at home. guess we were preparing for this before we even knew that.

does it feel like a mini Santorini to you?

by the way, some stupid article on Facebook said my next vacation should be Mykonos.

yea, thank you, random Facebook article. I'll dream on, at least I can go home to my beautiful wall lol, close enough

spot Bojee hehehe, he found his place at home