fly me to the moon =)

last Saturday. we decided to celebrate lu ee’s 20th birthday with her. special day tho, 5 friends of mine are having birthday on the same day, and even olin’s dad. lucky i don’t have to share my birthday with so many ppl hahaha okay i know this saying is not logical at all but i don’t care. @@.

so we decided to go to planet amour or amore or whatever it was hehehe i never bothered to check the spelling not like they’ll pay me for spelling it right right? =D.

after work ibeho came with my mum for me. and this card was produced! ahh and we painted nails!

 

and what we wore. sien i look so fat. == no i mean i am so fat. haha. sad. =((

and due to the too red lighting there, i didn’t take many pictures again.

ibeho’s fish whatever i forgot again T.t and my chicken chop.

the birthday girl is so leng, in a matured way, when can i ever be like her? ahha dreaming on.

and even nicholas lau can slim down gosh. ==

ugly i know. flash ma. and no photo editor here ma. XD

okay i’m not in the blogging mood la actually.

i need to let my brain rest.

will be back when i’m in the mood.

someone, anyone, please fly me to the moon!!!!!

nose high nose high

see this!!

remember ma?

here!

see this now!

wahseh!

i feel so proud ah now!

and nao.. i am gonna paint my nails again. =D

i said i wasnt in the blogging mood hahha

why on earth did i ever think accounts was interesting? ==

lucky i din kepo kepo go take in form5

this few pieces of paper

took me 3 days to digest

and like a cow i need to regurgitate it

too bad i dun have four brains ==

conclusion is

no conclusion

where did the 7k go? T.T

recently.

i became a collector.

=D

introducing to u dong qi's baby

xi qi! =DDDDDD

so dong qi was fishing ahha

and olie's friends!!

no name yet

olie 1 olie 2 and olie 3 then hahahha

and lastly

bruises lol.

what can i say?

i hate medical supplies sarawak T.T

matikokkok

there's good news good news super news terrific news gosh the bestestest news i'll ever convey!

my modem was officially dead this morning.

i hope it rests in peace. =(

and here comes the bestestest news!

get ready

I HAVE A NEW MODEM

AND THE CONNECTION NOW IS LIKE

WOOHOO

GOOD!!!!!!!

no more miss dc ohohohoohoh

new year wish come true ==.

actually i'm not in the mood to blog so bye hahaha

can't stop smiling

greetings =)

my new maybelline mascara! =D

and guess what?

i actually grew taller!

so i am still growing lol.

while cleaning up at home

i decided to do something to the shelve in my room.

too bad i didn't take the before photos. =(

side view.

stuck jewelery boxes so that i can keep my rings and so on.

front view!

i added the polka dots and pink ribbons.

i am very satisfied!

and our accessories are now arranged according to colours.

i very ngian! =DDD

and that's all for now.

goodnite. =D

okay.

i love this song for now.

haha

bye =D

i need some serious sleep =(

i've been pretty busy recently.

hence the lack in blogging

and online-ing.

if there is such thing called online-ing that's it haha.

why so busy?

because i had a project going on!

this!

our Q1 lg booklet.

tiring.

but fulfilling. =).

yes, haha. i used makeup to colour them again.

project two

this is the backside of my bible.

due to the colours of the sticker

two people thought i was actually reading a dictionary.

yes Oxford dictionary, the one navy blue with red and yellow.

lol.

since my bible edi mi mi lok lok

and since i had the diy mood on

and my things were still not kept..

i did this!

=)

i think i like!

see the side still got this ah!

was tempted to write L.o.D.e.E studio again at the backside

but

a bit paiseh i duno why hahaha.

hence

no logo T.T

the photos below are repeated.

i dunno why

so dont blame me

it's bloggers fault

haha.

off for breakfast!

=)

the f.

finally i know the feeling of the rape victims.

i was just grabbed at my hand

yet i felt fear and dirtiness.

a storeman at my office grabbed my hand twice.

the first time i was at my seat doing things.

the second time i was walking up the staircase from the store to the office.

he came and passed me something

then he grabbed my hand.

both times were with strength

the first time i thought he was just playing

so i din do anything although i didn't feel good.

the second time i was scared.

i din know what the hell was he trying to do.

yeap i told the supervisor.

if it happens again i'll make sure he is dead.

mamagonggong lasapngin.

system down.

hi. =)

since i am not daring enough to use real lenses

i might as well edit

just for fun.

but i like this boh. =(

today

i had a nice day at work

why?

because the server was down!

so nothing could be done

until 2.30 pm

i tell u

i never felt so happy for long!

hhaha

and we hung out the cny decorations wei!

i wan cny liao!!!!

T.T

holiday holiday holiday please

hello medical supplies.

it seems like i don't really mention about my work here

but it doesn't mean it is good.

sometimes, no news can mean bad news!

so two of my colleagues are away for orientation.

a week.

hell yeah, so i have to do my part

plus their part.

she left

A LOT for me to clear for her. A LOT.

the part i hate most is

answering phone calls.

if you ask me a job which i will never ever attempt

it will be operator/receptionist.

stop calling. T.T

what if.. just what if..? XD

what if i say now i wanna cut my hair again?

hahahahahaa

i wan rapunzel long hair T.T

so i managed to cheat some people with this photo.

i feel so satisfied.

haha, because i am always the one who gets cheated

now it's my turn!

XDD

this is my current hairstyle.

i did go for a haircut.

i asked for flat bangs

and less layer, because i have a mission: KEEP IT LONG!

something sien is that it's hard to mess up my hair.

T.T

i want it messy la. =(

yeap, since my hair is thick, i thought i can have these types of waves

just that i dowan it so curly.

maybe like this!

wish me luck! =DDD

zan nen.

i am so sad! i missed the zhong yi da guo ming when FT Island went!

i need pps. =(

how nice if i were in taiwan last christmas.

i would have given anything just to join their concert.

=((.

hongki oppa. T.T

the past. now. the future

bye to year 2010 and all the terrible happenings i had before today.

my life was a mess, entwined in between destruction and disaster.

i made choices which were so stupid they ruined the part of my life which should be filled with happiness

i hurt people and got hurt

i hated myself for causing heartache and worries to those who love and care for me

i plastered a big smile on my face while inside i was living in a cocoon of fear and darkness

i had little faith, i doubted things would be better for me

i gave in to that fear and was immediately engulfed by darkness

still, i continued smiling like it was nothing at all

once in a while, i get to forget what i was going through

now, i am freed, partially

the past still haunts me.

i have nightmares.

but i know one day, i'll recover

my wounds will be healed

and my scars erased

i am getting stronger

i am standing firm

i am taking up a few challenges

i hope i can complete them

now i can smile from the bottom of my heart

i like how this smile feels on my face

because right now it echoes with what i really feel inside

i'm officially a brand new me

let the past pass =)

i have learnt a lot

and among them, i learned to believe

and to love myself more =D

i will continue growing

i need to be more matured and independent

eating alone can be lonely

but it can also mean i am no longer afraid of loneliness

being single is nice, in fact, it is addictive

life is too short to be wasted in tears and disappointment

great transformations occurred in me and my life

luckily there are things which i had with me all along the journey.

Him, my friends, and my family!

this post is freaking long with only words and no picture at all to colour it up

i dunno if anyone reads until here because i probably wouldn't XD

but IF you do, let me say this to you, you are one of them i meant up there, you are part of my source of courage, thank you so much. I love you!! ♥

i is a kid.

i cleaned off my nail colour!

let them rest.

cny wan paint nice nice again.

thinking of the pattern already

haha

i received my pay!

ya very little.

7 days nia what i expect!!!

T.T

i look

childish T.T

one door closed.

two doors open.

quote of the day. XD

warning: this is gonna be long.

i cant believe it!

tomorrow i need to continue working again.

ugh =(

i hate that feeling.

suan le. blog first before i sleep =D

this morning we went to Causeway Bay II for breakfast

my almond tea =)

i like.

the XO sauce carrot cake

not bad too =D

there were other food

but they didn't look camera ready

so i didn't take for them

haha

next we went for facial and haircut then massage.

my first facial.

one word: painful T.T

haircut: regret! it's short again ohmygosh.

my first massage.

my feeling: i don't really enjoy it.

feels weird

blah.

after the massage, went to green gallery while waiting for dad

these bears are seriously cute!

cute dao i wan carry them home T.T

since this year is the rabbit year

so there were also soooo many carrots!

oops i mean rabbits =X

me with rabbit #1

don't ask why i hide at kak kak

still cant get over my hair T.T

bought these from 100 yen shop

not cute meh?

T.T

can even open up

like lego!

my

short

hair

again

T.T

.....................................................................................................................

that night.

i didn't take any photos.

because the lighting was not good

but

these are what i took

love letters

from me

to my friends who could make it that night!

lynn chan. nearly lost this friend. lucky i didn't.

things changed.

time passed.

but i hope friends remain friends!

olin!

he wrote me back a meaningful message

i was touched i almost cried

but i didn't

i just kept smiling.

like a fool.

thank you my friend!

=D

joshua.

we don't talk much

but i don't know why is his letter that long.

haha

richard.

always loves to bully me

but also a faithful listener.

=)

gaomei!

i miss her so much!

haven't seen her for ages

but she is still as tall

aburan

how call gaomei

hahahha

lasap liang

my didi =)

thanks. thanks =D

ibeho!

longest.

no idea why.

i mean, it's not like we didn't meet for years

hahaha

tita!

my best friend

in my class

hahhahhaha.

i forgot what i wrote

but

he is indeed a nice friend.

and definitely a gentleman

aiseh lucky he cant see this if not

nose pong again @@

kwangyan

mr green and eco!

=D

jiabin.

my bf no 3

hahaha.

ok la he was never my bf but i like calling him that.

hope he wont forget us even with his new friends =D

tada!!!

i used to collect all these beautiful papers and envelopes

and i never intended to use them up

merely because they are too beautiful to me

but i guess

by writing love letters to my lovely friends, it's worth it!

wait till i get the chance to meet ah jo, meilin mama and miss stella hii. =)

i love my friends!

thanks for beautifying my life.

i suddenly miss school times.

T.T

btw i purposely edited the effect of the letters.

so that what i wrote

is only in between me and that particular person

=P

wow this post sure took me long.

it's high time i slept.

i don't wanna become the next panda.

nite people

ohh and this is joshua's version of the gathering XD

click here if you wanna read it.

at least his has photos of food and us haha.

lastly.

happy new year! =)