当一阵风吹来 风筝飞上天空

i should never ever stay in my room because i never got to study / do my assignment since this morning.

final day of March, another 5 days to home, waved byebye to activities and projects, now i have academic worries to tend to. thesis oh thesis, test oh test.

天上的风筝哪儿去了 一眨眼不见了

如果你想飞我明了 你自由也好

我不要 将你多绑住一秒

我也知道 天空多美妙

was raining on our way to the beach, oh we went to Sepang Gold Coast

hence i immediately drew a 晴天娃娃 and let it face the sky

and the rain stopped!! miracle or what haha

Huiwen's colourful kite which finally fell down and kenak mud.

i think the last time i flied a kite was when i was in primary school lol

and ahem, picnic materials XD

we ended up preparing too much food but it was really fun! =D

like how we used to write in Chinese essays

在一个风和日丽的下午 我们一行人浩浩荡荡 兴高采烈的到海边野餐

hahahha

Koala Yih Hai.

Monkey Nyak Hong

being someone who supposedly stay on trees, i have never ever climbed a tree before. XD.

沙滩上有你的脚印是一辈子美景

披着披风的不知所谓 XD

and when your boyfriend's face suddenly appears when you are trying to sleep on the mat

i don't actually know what's so good about taking legs hahaha

but these are the legs of some really nice people so appreciate this photo la okay XD

哎哟哥哥 我得了公主病 好不了的公主病！

吃大便的张启健 自以为修行了二十二年就可以对付我？看招！！

我

纯粹

不知道

要放什么

caption哈哈哈

因为有你在总是很快乐 于是我就上瘾了

好希望全部我在乎的人都可以很开心！

那天 我们跳成了一团 好自在 暂时把烦恼都丢到九霄云外 哈哈哈哈 我又来了

然后还遇到了拍婚纱照的台湾人

我才不要在这个海边拍婚纱照XD

不过他们的玫瑰花瓣是可以用用以下的...

and just when we felt the most comfortable and happy, the day was going to end.

正所谓夕阳无限好，只是近黄昏

我把夕阳吃掉了，然后带着依依不舍的心情踏上了归途

我是华人所以我打华语

当我开始用中文打字

大概你也猜到我又是来发泄感慨恶心巴拉了

很多事情我也知道

是啊这就是现实生活

本来也就是这样

是应该面对

是在长大

可是就是有那么一部分的自己很讨厌明白这一点的自己

i hate the fact that i know perfectly well this is what growing up is about

i hate the fact that i have to accept that

原来我也很固执 ==

Pesta Ponggal 2013

time flies like i dunno, it just flies

a very eventful March i'll say

and it was, and still is a great challenge for me

i find myself having trouble juggling with activities, classes, emotions and sleeping hours

just so you know how pale and tired i looked before the choir competition

i have far more exciting things to share but i better do this in chronological order

in case i get confused, my brain isn't in its best condition lol. 

at the Pesta Ponggal last Thursday

AJKs get free henna =D

best thing about the project is: i didn't do anything except for paying RM20 (which i'll get back when they receive the peruntukan) and going to one meeting, oh and carrying some food from the kitchen ? =S

 

and since there was really nothing we could do, we joined the melukis Kolam competition

having second place in our mind we produced our very first kolam

and that's zhangqijian furiously explaining about the kolam

nah. you think very easy draw ah?

actually quite easy haha

but hard to get it nice.

and of course we ended up getting nothing lol but i think we did a great job hahaahha

i did not regret joining the competition, it was a nice experience

and nor did i regret choosing this teammate

i'm sorry for the shit i've put you through

sorry for not being myself

thank you for always being patient

thank you for always being there

thank you. =)

we did it!

it's been some time. i blame it on the super sucky WiFi in my room and also laziness.

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and i still need time to untangle my brain

i only blog because i had to come out to the foyer with extremely smooth connection to send in my assignment.

after 5 months of practice, we finally did it.

we were the 4th out of 9 choir groups

i would say it was really hard work well paid

though i am still unhappy at some irresponsible people

and on the bright side, this year the makeup was less scary haha

so i must say i was really really happy

even happier that i finally got back my voice a day before the competition

and i can proudly say i sang as a soprano, and am happy to be in the team

will i be joining again next year? see first. haha

shall go nap now. swimming tonight!!! =D

17.03

have you ever felt so negative but at the same time you feel nothing at all

have you ever felt so sick of something but you can't stop doing it

have you ever wished you could stop caring so much

have you ever hated yourself so much you wish you could just vanish

have you ever wanted so much to lock yourself in your room and shout

have you ever wanted to cry and cry and cry yourself to sleep

have you ever wondered if you even understand yourself

have you ever wished someone was there to untangle your jumbled thoughts

have you ever wished that someone could answer all the questions in your fucked up mind

i have no idea what is going on.

白色情人节 我不快乐

某几天一觉醒来发现电话的记忆快满了

然后某一天，上千封信息人间蒸发

再一天，三千多张照片也一并消失

以上是照片不见后的第一张新照

眼袋够大 眼睛够无神

信息是可以收过，照片也可以拍过

可是当年当月当天当下的感觉却再也不会一样了

我瞬间丢失了很多的回忆

好像一大块的自己也跟着迷路了

vocal cord abuse. T.T

hi, it's been some time.

i'm trapped in a circle of anger and frustration T.T

i can't help but miss the person i was up there, super nice skin, i think i could pass for being radiant back then, and carefree, and happy.

now i look so tired, and my skin has lost its glow, every day, all i want to do is finish all practices and go sleep, i don't even bother with the toner and moisturizer. and what's worse, the lost of my voice.

at first it was a normal sore throat, then my throat was okay, my voice got lost, and then before my voice came back, sore throat came back to haunt me. i googled my symptoms and now i think i have this thing called laryngitis which totally explains everything i am going through, and it might take 1 to 3 weeks to recover, which means i actually have to let my voice rest, but how is that even possible with the choir competition coming up next Sunday, which is 8 days from now!!!

so i've been trying Fisherman's friend, Strepsils, Pipagao, and also honey. i am afraid i might get diabetes by time i get my voice back because my honey is finishing real fast. and so even though i can't help complaining about the crazy hours of choir practice, i want to sing when i am there!! so little time, so much to work on. ARGHHHHHH

i can't even think of a good title for this post.

于是等了好久的演唱会终于到了

于是等了好久的演唱会结束了

我实在写不出什么感想，可是好舍不得，不想回到现实，好想一直一直呆在方舟上，那种感觉好微妙，现在却很失落，感觉好像失去了什么。我的心里好像还在澎湃，我平静不下来。为了这样的五月天，喊破喉咙都很幸福很值得。

所以…咱们就一起来喊破喉咙吧…

破喉咙！！！！