17.03

have you ever felt so negative but at the same time you feel nothing at all

have you ever felt so sick of something but you can't stop doing it

have you ever wished you could stop caring so much

have you ever hated yourself so much you wish you could just vanish

have you ever wanted so much to lock yourself in your room and shout

have you ever wanted to cry and cry and cry yourself to sleep

have you ever wondered if you even understand yourself

have you ever wished someone was there to untangle your jumbled thoughts

have you ever wished that someone could answer all the questions in your fucked up mind

i have no idea what is going on.