recently, NOT!

amidst chaos here I am to blog again

this is the most stressful Week 14 for me in the 4 semesters I've been in UM

and I thought I could settle all this shit yesterday

so now I have:

Literature review for thesis

Report for Management of Uniform Unit

40% final

bugging me

I haven't been sleeping as much as I used to

BECAUSE I WAKE UP AUTOMATICALLY KNOWING I HAVE LOADS PILING UP T.T

I guess that proves:

I am not as disciplined as I thought I could be, and lit review is HARD

I am not as disciplined as I thought I could be, and awesome lecturer breeds procrastination

shit happens, and lecturers can be even shittier than shit could be

anyway, lemon and strawberry macarons some weeks back =D

Pizza hut after a year of Domino's and Papa John's

Lunch one weekend

with some people I have drifted apart from.

the meal spelled AWKWARD.

cute cupcakes. I always believe baking makes one happy.

and looking at desserts too. =D

Kaya something

Strawberry Yoghurt cheesecake ♥.♥

Korean last night to soothe disappointment for not being able to try on Hanbok

Kimchi jjigae..

which was actually a bit too sour for my liking T.T

CC trip to Desa Water Park on Sunday

T A N N E D now T.T

and my skin is gonna be burned again next Monday when I go to Pangkor T.T

argh I don't wanna think about it now, adding stress to my overflowing stress load. T.T

and..

=__= hahaha.

nola.

I am therefore publishing this post immediately and continue my stupid Chapter 2.

bye people.

3 years back wow

I miss school.

was never a very good student

and I have always wanted to get a borang merah/ demerit

because I'm cool like that XD

but failed to get any throughout my 7 years in secondary school lol

I miss those times

when assignments and projects were easily settled with copy and paste

when I could wake up early for class and didn't feel tired

when I could always copy answers from friends

when there was no need to worry about what to wear to class

when teachers don't cancel class because it's their birthday

when deadlines didn't feel as stressful

I have a 30% assignment and a 40% final next Tuesday

but I'm so sleepy gosh

so GOODNIGHT.

I'll start work tonight. I hope. =X

sentimental moments

I remember last year when we had our first ever event as CCMTs

 a year has passed and never did I ever think that I could be so attached to the CC

or maybe, the people I work with

we had our times, and now it's time to step down

thanks, although the prize was really jaw-dropping lol

and thanks again..

我想我真的学到了很多东西，得到了很多东西

长大了一点点，朋友也多了一点点

从陌生到熟悉，从礼貌得很虚伪到疯狂的聊通宵

真的很足够了

可能也因为这么的幸福 所以好不舍

‘CC是个大家庭，不只我们，还有你们’

我感受到了 =)

晚安

2:28 a.m

给张启健的一封信

我生气过了

某些该有的交代

某些说过的话

某些答应过的事

都被风带走了

所以某些小小的在乎

某些不开心

也应该被那阵风一起带走

反正人家都说melody脾气很好嘛

所以我不生气了

omnomnom sweet chat

hello hello lol blogging mood back but I have nothing to blog about!!!!

so here's something really backdated, but who cares? haha

I think this was some random weekend before MAK

and we decided to have a date XD

really tired, I dunno but I remember being quite busy at that time

but yay, I found a nice flower in Forever 21 at only RM7 =D 

sugar fix.

they say people crave for chocolate because they are lacking of Vitamin B6 and B12

so should I chuck chocolates and take my B complex supplement every day? =/ NO WAY

NOT EVEN CONSIDERING THAT!!!

but it really feels good to know that somehow, someone is always there

no matter how tired I get. thank you =D

and hehe, of course daddy mummy froggie!!!

HAPPY 23rd ANNIVERSARY DADDY MUMMY =DD

MAK 2013 - Oceanic Wonders

hello. I've been really lazy for long. but I just can't help it, I feel so drained that I don't even feel like turning on my laptop. but anyway here I am to blog about our college dinner, which was 11 days ago, 01.05.2013 (oops)

the theme was Oceanic Wonders hence the blue green white dress code.

didn't really want to wear white because it's too common but I found nothing better

unless, of course, if I was willing to pay RM200 for that Bershka dress T.T

found something similar at RM35. hahaha.

so this was upon reaching the hotel for phase one. =)

because ahem, someone was performing =D

too bad all taken =P

with my CC daughter and son in law lol.

Junhua =D

meili de Lily who won the best dressed award XD

and Mankit, best dressed male lehh XD

le coursemates, Qil and El =)

Sinlee =)

Weiqi xiaomeimei..

Ahem, Pengarah.

couldn't get enough of the stairs.

and finally, one of the five of us. =D

one of my favourite photos of that night XD

with my favourite humans in college, although Yihhai was photoshopped into it and although i had the weirdest expression ever ==

initially I thought it was Oinky who gave me this stalk of rose

yuanlai it was from heehee, Mr Teoh. =D

and the best boyfriend award of the night goes to..

*drumrolls*

zhangqijian!! =D

my legs hurt so much I should just chuck the heels and wear flats the next round

I'm tall enough anyway, *flips hair and walk away* haha

sad to say I didn't have any solo photo that night. haha

so here's one self shot before makeup.

and now I should go nap before starting my assignment haha

goodnight!

the darkest night ever

my head feels really heavy, I need sleep, but not before I finish this post.
I was never interested in politics, but this GE was really something. I hoped so much to see a change, and even wished that I actually registered as a voter. Dang, I must really vote in the next elections.
all those dirty tricks and the blind supporters made me so mad I think I might be able to boil and egg for breakfast. and sometimes, you really have no idea how ignorant some people can be.


I feel really sad. I know change isn't as easy and what we thought, but we couldn't help but hope. What is our future going to be like? Our education system? The lives of the people? Our next generation? There was never any democracy. And would another 5 years really change that fact?

there is still hope out there.

the awareness has been created.

somehow, somewhere, the people have won.

and congratulations to me, I finally unlocked the Black body colour for my Pou. =D

GOODNIGHT.

fly fly flyaway

recycling photos because I am too lazy to send new files to the laptop.

remember me mentioning I need cash?

it is because.. AHEM, I'M GOING TO TAIWAN THIS JULY

and I CANNOT WAIT OMG OMG FINALLY!!!! =D