Mel in Butterworth again.

it's been another long hiatus, and I've been unpredictable.

my monthly getaway for May in a glance. oh wait, it's 2 glances lol.

maybe if I don't mind spamming the Instagram feed this is how my actual gallery will look like

same old, same old. but the sushi restaurant was a new try, cendol was new, loklok rojak was new. actually I should have said all above are new except for my Asian eggs benedict, McDonald's and the spaghetti. lol. I love french fries. and when your bf is into clean eating you get to try special food like less garlic more cheese steamed naan.

and if I don't mind uploading such close up photos of myself which I find really unflattering, this might be another part of my gallery.

got mad so many times in 5 days, I blame it on stress and expectations.

we finally talked it over last night, I have also made up my mind on certain things

but I'm not gonna tell you. too private. hahaha.

so many times I have told myself to care less about people

why do I have to be the one who is always there for them when:

- they need someone to talk to

- they need someone to eat dinner with

- they don't want to go out alone, they don't want to shop alone

- they need some medications because they fall sick

- they are bored and want to hang out

I am not self-promoting, maybe I really seem freer than the rest that's why people come to me

or maybe I should feel happy because people believe I can help

but that's the thing. I have become the friend only in need.

HA. so much negativity.

I always seem to do things at the wrong time.

I better stop here.