in my face

just moments after I published my previous post, my world changed

I had actually received this SMS earlier on, I just didn't want to believe that it was happening.

they always say that seniors waited for at least a year, and I didn't even go for any interview

and what's more importanter (lol) is that I am very much against being a teacher T.T

I keep waiting for other job offers: conceptual writer, content writer, communication writer etc.

who would have guessed that this would come first T.T

so I am going to SMK Meradong, as an interim teacher.

Don't ask me what an Interim teacher is, I wish I knew.

I don't know what lies ahead.

all I know is that this place is a 7 hours drive from Kuching.

and that I am already looking forward to school holidays.

reporting to school on Monday, gonna move my reluctant ass to a whole new place.

I don't know what to feel anymore. I don't know why I feel like crying.

I should be feeling lucky.