VOMIT

终于知道读书读到想吐的感觉了

这是第一次

好希望也是最后一次

干嘛我要让八张考卷四个科目决定我的未来

有种可悲的感觉

为了读书而读书

为了未来而读书

累死了我

好想痛快地把书都烧了

当然是考试后

可是

公开焚烧是要被罚钱的

LOL

我满幽默的嘛

该回去闭关了

再见 T.T

too good to be true, oh really?

lol i was worried that i will be lazy to blog

but look here

i'm blogging again @@

i think

i am the worst daughter anyone will get

and the most problematic friend anyone will have

why do i always have to let people worry for me

and all these are too good to be true

will it really end so easily?

it's just like a dream can someone pinch me hard?

on second thought, no i don't want anyone to pinch me

i takut pain la. hehehe.

T.T

just hope all bad things are really coming to an end!

iwishthatyouwouldjustleave

wont you just leave me alone

that's my only wish

i guess i've gotten enough to know that

the earlier i am free

the less suffering i get

i think i smell freedom

how sweet the scent

so back off.

it's high time i thought for myself.

leave me alone

no more sympathy

no more looking back

glad that i have friends who are there to support me. =).

thank you guys love you so much!

xoxo

long long emo yi xia

I woke up it was 7
I waited till 11
Just to figure out that no one would call
I think I've got a lot of friends but I don't hear from them
What's another night all alone?
When your spending everyday on your own
And here it goes

I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid, I know that it's not fair
Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is
Having more fun than me
Tonight...

lol. i'm not emo la

this is just simple plan's lyrics XD

but i'm just a kid

and life i seriously a nightmare.

at least now it is

please wake me up!!!!

beanbag

hello. i am melody. lol wei

introducing to you the latest furniture in our house

the lazy chair!

TADA!

lazy bug number two.

this chair is seriously comfortable

once you sit down

you wouldn't feel like getting up!

SERIOUS WEI!

i think i can make myself study by studying when sitting on it

but it becomes even more comfortable that i wanna sleep.

gosh. so now you know why we name it lazy chair!

just a random photo.

cool or not the brand hahaha

it stands for wonderful la hahahahaha

why i blog two post today?

cz i might be lazy, so might as well blog more when i am rajin!

lazy chair is infectious!

my romper!

it seems like i haven been blogging properly for long. bopien, stpm student bo, hahaha =X.

before crapping, let me just complain again, i did not do well again today. =(.

the questions were average i think, not as hard as i thought they will be

and i read the correct topics, yea right, almost all the topics i focused came out

BUT!!!! i did not familiarize myself with the concept. argh! =(.

okay enough bla, since my next paper is on Wednesday i guess i can have some time to blog (wah i talk like the rest of the time i study lidat T.T)

i din. because i took photo yesterday morning and gamed for quite awhile when I SHOULD BE STUDYING FOR BLOODY PHYSICS. T.T

bought this romper from MLfashion house hahaha

weird right mama?

wo he ta mei you yuan ahhh T.T

hahaha yes i played makeup again ==

tried to make it look better by wearing a shirt outside

but i guess

i failed. XDDDDDD

self timer wei. hahaha

last picture before i decided to stop!

did you notice this time i used the camera instead of my phone?!!

finally it is in use again

but i want a new camera!

the one now is almost spoiled.

i want nice nice de!

dunno if i am able to persuade mum into buying one.

wish wish wish =P

gah!

i am terribly disappointed with myself

i did badly and i seriously mean badly in my pa paper today

i know that, i knew it the second i started writing!!!

gahhh!

all my ideas were jumbled up and my mind was like a big mess

or a lot of wires tangled together

i got so disorganized my points were jumping here and there

i guess i forgot to bring my brain out

it slowly came back while i kept on writing but it was too late!!!

i was just lucky enough to be able to finish in time

i guess i was wrong for only reading the essays

i think i should start thinking in bm now, like now

tapi buat apa? lepas tulis karangan hari ini saya hanya perlu lihat bm satu kali lagi LOL

memang membazirkan masa saya

gahhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

fjdsij giojifgrsifjisdjifjsdijfsjigjrijgijsigjsdifj

=(

enough crap.

time to sleep =((

陆地上的鸳鸯-旱鸭子 LOL

do you know what are these?

they are yuan yang 鸳鸯

let me tell you a story about them. i was having lunch yesterday with my mum and ibeho xiao jie. beside me there was a pot of plant and obviously these yuan yang were sat in the pot. i saw them and i said eee 旱鸭子. then ibeho xiao jie said walao 那个是鸳鸯啦. and my mum looked at me unbelievably like i just said i am an alien. i really didn't know. T.T. i tot yuan yang was just a name people used to describe whatever bla bla. manatau. T.T. but don't ducks look like that also? and ibeho xiao jie said the next time i get married i will tell the shopkeeper i wan to buy 旱鸭子. LAUGH LA!!!! T.T hahahahhaha i also think very funny @@

directly proportional

the graph of directly proportional is a straight line which cuts the graph at coordinate (0,0)

i think my kinteo-ness and the days left to stpm are directly proportional.

blur?

let me explain

let degree of kinteoness, K be 10-1 for most kintio to most not kinteo

and let days left to stpm, T be 10-1 for most days to least days

K is directly proportional to T

when K = 0

T = 0

hence K=T

therefore

i am dead =D

mixed.up.

it's officially the last day i am in smk st lasap

leaving the school today, i had mixed feelings

i felt sad and happy at the same time

no no don't get me wrong

i wouldn't miss that school

it's just that the next time i step into the school

it's the time i face the much dreaded stpm

T.T

yet i am still not in the study mood

yes i am serious

T.T

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another song to introduce

XD

i first heard it when i was watching kangxi

knew this guy from xing guang

of course not knowing him as a friend but just as who he is hahahaha like u dunno lidat @@

it was the preview and we just heard a small part

then my sister and i remained silent for a few seconds

then we looked at one another

and whoooo-ed at the same time

dang nice de!!

T.T

must listen!

girls don't wanna be princesses anymore

i'm recently in love with a song

empress by andrew tan

heard this song before in radio of course

but i never got to know who is the singer and even the name

thanks to TVBS-G lol

yes that's where i got to know the singer and the song

the lyrics is so beautiful

it makes people feel his sadness

and also his deep love for the girl

but finally he gives up

because he knows what the girl really wants is not him

aiti the song is really nice

and it is full malaysian made.

malaysia boleh wei!

hahahahha

must listen =D!

toalldownbluesadandemo

to all i care who are facing the blue phase of their life

i wanna say

jiayou jiayou

and please put that smile back onto your faces!

all the sadness will go away one day

you'll just have to go through it even if it means tonnes of sadness

and even if it is hard to endure

but when you hold on

and got through it

you'll find that it was just something so small

and you'll be glad that you put yourself together and went through it

you are the best!!

smile just like the bun jeremy is getting

because it knew that even if it was going to be eaten up

it could still smile

knowing that it will come out as sai

then it will be free again

hahahhahhaa

i know it is not funny

@@

of aliens..

i believe in aliens

i believe they exist

i wish i could meet them one day

i also like to say that i am an alien when i get too bored

"my spaceship is broken"

"in my planet we don't have to talk"

yes. these are my favourite quotes

i even have an alien passport/ic

well it is actually a pokemon card lar.

hehe, and this is the photo

upaa

cute right?

it looks like a spoon

hehe

whatever

last night when watching tv then i learned that Rosewell incident is real

years back when i was reading rosewell high or something lidat i thought it was just made up stories

@@

to think that i was so silly LOL

and guess what lol lol

hongki believes in aliens also

don't believe me?

see this video!!

ok ok fine.

it's just in the mv nia ma

but, at least it made me happy for a few minutes ma

hehe

first: i don't really like yao yao

but i find this song cute

LOL

and i think

she thinks she is a Martian

hahahhahha

the best phone ever!

i am having the best phone ever!

trust me you'll never find a phone as good as mine!

did i change my phone?

NO!

then why i say it is the best phone ever?

it is not any smart phone or whatever fruity phone hehehaha

fine just cut the crap!

i found out something very cool about my phone!!!

my earphone can actually split out the vocal part and the music part of a song

no play play wei!

you see, i was listening to songs

and i feel uncomfortable when i poke both sides of the earphone into my ears

so i usually change the ear in which i poke the earphone in

so i was listening to a song

and here comes the funny and cool thing

it was like i was in kbox you know?

because there was only music no song

no vocal no voice

just music!

hahhahahhahhahaha

but when i poked in the other side, there was song again

so i decided to try this on other songs since it was so cool

but by time i pressed next, it returned to normal again =(

yi chang huan xi yi chang kong ah T.T

渴望

如果当时成熟一点就不用像现在这么痛苦吧

为什么有的人永远都学不会放手

难道他们都不懂有时放手不只是放了别人

也可以放开自己让自己更好过吗？

有时死死的抓住只会让自己更看不清楚

看不清楚自己到底在做什么

那是很悲哀的

爱一个人不一定就要在一起不是吗

如果不放开却让你爱的他那么难熬

你觉得这是爱吗

不算什么 爱错就爱错

早点认错 早一点解脱

爱情很窄 世界很大

而我们应该长大

我不能在像从前一样

为我们的明天疯狂

现在的我

渴望自由

累死了

亲爱的外星人朋友们

快来绑架我吧！

LOL!

after before

hahhahhahahahha.

when the line is down, this is what i do.

==

i said this will be funny!

i cut my fringe again few days ago

because it is growing too long

i wanted to take a nice picture of mine but i phailed.

so i decided to use my wax which is gonna expire on the 17th of November hahaha

i bought it when i was in form 4.

walao ==

3 years and i haven even finish half of it hehehehehe

this is btw my latest birthday present from vi square hahaha

and this is the funny thing i promised in the previous post!!!

introducing to u..

the physics student way of wishing a happy birthday

LOL

hin hin right?

see i am so kind i provide you with the formula booklet

teeheehee

i think i should learn more

this is so uber cool!

XD

at the same time revise physics kok wor

hahahhahhaha!

black and pink = blink?

greetings to all. HELLO!

have a look at this!

another production of mine =D

nice?

this is the same bag as what i d.i.y-ed before.

it looked like this

i got improve o not?

XD

i think i got

because i love die this bag although i dunno when will i get to use it hahahaha hehehehe

but wait, what did i do to it?

hehehe.

the pocket comes from the black shirt's sleeve

and I sewed the pocket right onto the bag with the yarn I TELL YOU IT IS DANG DIFFICULT

T.T

and hahaha saw the cover for the pocket?

i got them from my spoiled socks!

lol don't say eew yet, the socks are clean of course and due to the low quality i only wore them a few times then they got hole liao la lol lol

finally, show you where the big black ribbon come from.

yes. it is a pair of leggings which i wore less than five times

hahahha don't ask me why

not my choice i don't like

so why not use it in a good way hahahaha

i will be back for something cooler than this

wait oh! hahaha