wished I were a boy.

have I ever mentioned about the new cafe in campus?

I love the ambiance and the salad there =D

at least I get to eat something green!!

but despite my love for salad, I have been really moody lately, maybe because I haven't been eating ice-cream for long. haha.

nah, ice-cream is a big part of it, but stress definitely comes up second. =/

I enjoy the dances more and more but I can't wait for the whole thing to be over

1st, need to get my fringe back

2nd, assignments piling up, though it's mainly the result of my own procrastination

3rd, need rest, oversleeping so much I find it scary

4th, back pain, leg pain, pain every where, body needs rest!

5th, need sleep

6th, need sleep

7th, need sleep

goodnight.

oh, if you were wondering about the title, boys are less emotional. lol.

the creepy thing named age

I remember earlier this semester when I was packing for Year 3, I told myself I would dress nicely to class. I wasn't aiming to look fancy and fluffy, but at least something decent and presentable.

but as time passes and activities and sleep get in my way, I forgot whatever I have told myself

and here's one of my very common outfits to class, with flip flops some more.

why? because there is practice at night and I don't wanna wash another set of clothes!

I didn't really find this change bothering until yesterday, a course mate of mine looked at me with 'sayang' eyes, or at least that is what I got from her look, and asked "Melody, are you very tired?"

I was kinda shocked because I didn't see that coming, and asked why?

She said oh, it's from the way you dress up, or dress down. T..T

once upon a time, a few course mates of mine would ask me where I got my clothes from

and now all I put on is some club T-shirt or activity T-shirt which I wear to sleep

yeaa, I got up from bed and rush to class in my pajamas.

I really need a change. T.T

and this, is my face NOW.

pimples, pores, cracked lips.

thank God I am still fair though, I have given up on sunblock because I rather catch another 5 minutes of sleep.

I guess all these show that I am not a good juggler of time, activities and personal ties. ==

two months back I looked so much more youthful and radiant T.T

 

 and most importantly, there were no pimples T...T

it's really time I make some changes

but I have hard time trying to sleep before 2pm now.

HELP!!! =/

我越来越丑越来越丑

你一直都是让我感觉很温暖很幸福的存在

我也不是故意对你发脾气
不是故意刁难你
不是故意对你很挑剔

不是没事就爱乱骂你
不是没事就记你大过，小过
然后再一一对你爆发

可是我应该就一直忍着那些
我觉得应该被记得
却一直在被遗忘的细节吗？

然后慢慢的就变成习惯吗？

Coffee Stain by Joseph @ Fahrenheit 88

being a professional stalker, of course I am familiar with the new places people go.

one fine day we decided to have a tai tai session to pamper ourselves since PT training is so tiring and we deserve to treat ourselves better (excuses, excuses everywhere!)

I love all these cute wooden, vintage stuffs.

Red Velvet =D

which I think was overpriced. because I could've gotten something better with that price :3

Huiwen's dark chocolate.

and Lily's mocha or something.

which was surprisingly the best, although I love chocolate as well. haha.

throwing back, how I wished there was Chocolate Obsession sample.

after 6 days as La Cremeria promoter, I think it is very possible that I had eaten close to a tub of samples

the Almond Pecan Praline is the best so far, oooooh, lovely.

and ahem, salary is coming in very soon =DD!

what have I brought upon myself? T.T

this blog is insanely taken over by FOOD, FOOD and FOOD.

how not to get fat laaa? =/

joined the Red Bull Monkey Run a few weeks back

with certain expectations, of course.

shit, fat. ==

you have no idea how nervous I was. hahaha

and off I went

 

and poof!! I fell. ==

the pain was excruciating all I wanted to do was lie there

imagine plunging down, with the momentum gained from the beginning of the rollers, with your body bent an inverted V shape. it really hurt and tears immediately came to my eyes @@.

when I stood up, I couldn't help but keep bending my body because that was about the only thing which made me feel better. T.T

rested for about 10 minutes, I mustered all my courage and stood in front of the evil rollers again

but I failed, and fell again. T.T. thank God this time I was no longer folded when I landed.

 

the dumb games at the side were about the only games I passed.

YAY, I could stand a numbed left hand for 40 seconds. ha. ha. ha.

the devil. I wasn't the only victim. actually most of the people got hurt at the rollers.

and I stupidly thought I could at least get to the Jumbo stage. T.T

and there. I paid RM10, got myself a new T-shirt, a bottle which I haven't got to use yet, a can of red bull, 4 tubes of Code 10 hair gel (who still uses hair gel? O.O it's 2013! lol), some shavers, and a hurt back/waist. T.T. things which were once so easy for me can barely be done without feeling the pain.

I know I sound so negative, but it has been weeks, and the pain is still there.

nonetheless, I would still go for it next year. hahhahaha.

yes, some people never learn. ==

plus, I had dessert to end the painful morning! I guess that more or less compensates for a little of my grief.

hahahahaha.

and yea, FOOD again. hahaha.

LEARNING TO SAY NO.

a few days ago, I heard from someone (I sincerely forgot who GOSH I am getting old T.T)

that if you continue doing something for 21 days, it will become a habit.

so that's why I keep sleeping la? I have been doing so for the past 21 years. hahaha.

OKAY, SO, in view of my expanding waistline (/.\) and also for my health

I HAVE DECIDED TO CUT DOWN MY ICE-CREAM AND COLD DESSERTS INTAKE

I know I tried restricting myself to one treat per month, but I failed big time

let's just hope by totally saying no for 3 weeks, I can stand strong against this addiction of mine =(

bye loves. =(

gosh. GIVE ME STRENGTH!!!!!! 

Batu Pahat Day 3

fell asleep at 11pm, now I'm awake. ==

I'm finishing my Batu Pahat posts so that I can move on, but my life is quite unhappening at the moment T.T

breakfast was kindly brought home by Yihhai's friend who stayed with us throughout the trip: Lontong

WAIT what I typed up there actually indicates that Yihhai's friend is called Lontong hahahha

breakfast was Lontong, kindly brought home by Yihhai's friend who stayed with us throughout the trip

which is actually like ketupat, forgive me, I have never tried this before haha.

Laksa, which looks suspiciously similar to Sarawak Laksa at home

but of course, I was disappointed because it tasted nothing like my favourite breakfast. =(

if not mistaken, Yihhai's homegrown jambu with crushed 陈皮

I think we had more 陈皮 than the jambu lol.

and then it was goodbye to Yihhai's house

needed something sweet to soothe the weird sense of disappointment for not buying anything

not sure about you, but to me, traveling means seeing, shopping and eating.

and then there was this bowling session as if we don't get to play bowling in KL.

as usual, I striked and spared like no tomorrow. *Loki's ehehe*

LOL. nola. I sucked, as usual. hahaha.

you'd think the eating was gonna stop. 

but no, here's the internal body fluid of a cream puff

and a cheesecake which deceivingly looked very fluffy and puffy and whatever-fy

oh, otak otak roti. I kinda miss this!

it tasted like our KK gate burger, just that the patty is changed into soft and yummy otak otak.

the very yummy egg tart which Yihhai always brings back for us. =D

lunch was healthy soup and yam rice.

dessert was THE WORLD'S FLUFFIEST EVER PANDAN CHIFFON CAKE

but me with my weird habits, I flattened it and there was no more air so it became very compact haha

there goes my 3 days 2 nights in Batu Pahat.

it was a crazy food marathon with nice friends and warm hospitality

I guess it also changed my perception thorwards life.

(forgive me please)

hahaha. no, not life. otak otak only.

goodnight. =)

it must be the lack of rest, because I burst out laughing at this ==.

okay. goodnight.

batu pahat decides to rest

so here's back to real time, shit it's already Friday. let's see how many UM students will actually say TGIF HAHA

so it seems my midsem break is about to end soon, but not before the PTUM training camp starts.

dancing is fun, sweating is fun, but there goes my weekend.

what have I done? finished my Language Assessment group assignment, but apparently, one group member has gone missing. HAHA. I am constantly amazed by how irresponsible some people can be.

dear Mr Sun, please decide whether you are here to stay

I am tired of spying on my clothes because you are playing hide and seek.

in case you didn't know, my clothes are loyal fans of yours. thank you.

Batu Pahat Day 2

before I get lazy again.. here comes day 2!

 super yummy breakfast prepared by Yihhai's mummy, I especially love her sambal I could eat it just like that!

and then...

WE WENT FISHING hahahha

 and were there for less than an hour, patient enough huh? XD

♥我为我的恶心道歉不过我真的好爱这个背这个肩膀这个人♥

too cheesy up there, here's to hide my shyness lollol.

my Moon fan from Mr. Teoh! =D

then we drove past this beautiful place to a deserted beach, all I thought was DON'T WANNA GET TANNED!

lunch was the famous wantan mee, but the soup was so much nicer than the mee!!

hence no photos of the mee, but you can have a look at their newspaper clippings haha

and then.. AHEMMMM!! ICE! hohoho

Yihhai said we could give their mango ice a try

BUT all the fruity ice were out of stock!

major letdown /.\ 

nevertheless... red bean

taro

chocolate banana ohoho

jagung

I am pretty biased when we are referring to something either cold or sweet

but this was really nice, should really have tried their mango one!

ohh, but... Mango Tango, I'm coming I'm coming! haha

FRIED CHICKEN SKIN HOHOHO.

Keroro porridge for dinner. the gravy was so tasty!!

 and then there was this deep fried nien gao which Huini misses so much

and ais kacang <3 p="">

otak otak!

I never loved otak otak because of the very fishy taste but this was so so good so I had quite a few!

barley lemon. barley honey lemon tasted even better!

cha kueh with sotong inside =O

 lastly, the padang with the pahat

 Batu Pahat : CHECKED! 

开赌咯！！！

and I dunno what my boyfriend is doing ==