I have nothing better to do

I wanna lie in bed all day long

and cry when I feel like it

and get mad whenever I feel like it

and sleep when I get tired of doing what I am doing

I want to not care about whether or not I will hurt someone else

I want, for one day, to not give a damn about others

to not be the one compromising

I wanna disappear for a few hours and just not care about anything 

  I want to have so many books to read that I forget to sleep and eat

forget about that. I finished reading my last available book last night

so all I want to do now is sleep and hug my toys

well unless I'm so desperate I start reading the Enid Blytons that I planned to give the ex-owner's son