code 029

something has changed within me

something is not the same

i'm actually a bit taken aback by how fast time passes

i have made myself really busy with day dreaming, complaining about the Kem Seni, going to lectures and tutorials, paying attention or doodling in class, walking here and there, talking to people, ignoring some people, mentally assassinating some people, puffing hard when i finally reach the classrooms which are always at the topmost floor, panting hard when i finally reach level A300, eating edible-but-not-more-than-that food even though i always say i'm fat, doing little little assignments, reading my Things Fall Apart by Chinua Achebe at tortoise rate, waiting for Friday every Monday, washing clothes, looking into the mirror, and all sorts of really trivial things, February just flew past like a whirlwind without me even noticing! 

yes, i am aware that each day when i log onto blogger and type Code xxx in the title box, a day is either about to pass or is going to start or it might also be half of another day of the month of red hearts and pink bubbles. but! i am only counting the days without actually living them. ah, and another 5 minutes just passed. @@.

actually, this post is going to be semi-long. because i happen to have a few things, not exactly a few, TWO actually, at the moment.

so i did say that something has changed within me. it wasn't just because i couldn't get the song out of my head that i typed it out okay? something has definitely changed. the other day, Mummy called up while i was having dinner and serving as a 16kW bulb, and complained that i haven't been calling her for long. and i immediately felt guilty. i gave reasons and made excuses for myself  like ahh Kem Seni made grab every opportunity to rest, i was too tired, when i am free you are already sleeping and so on and so on. but when i come to think of it, it isn't really that hard to call when i am waiting for classes to start, when i come back to the hostel before taking my beloved nap, and when... , when .... , and many many moments. i remember laughing at zhangqijian's reminder in his phone to call his Mom often, but now, i am seriously considering to pin a note like that also, on my own notice board. T.T. since when did i become so lazy even to call mum? bad daughter =(. i think it's because i'm used to being alone in the sense that Daddy Mummy and Froggie are 105 minutes and a sea away from me, that caused my laziness. or maybe it's the new freedom. or maybe  i'm being selfish. or maybe it's just pure laziness. i still miss you, i still love you, ZHENDE ZHENDE! and.. DONGQI also T.T. and all of the sudden i'm getting sentimental ohno ==.

homaigad. what is the second thing i wanted to say? give me a few seconds..

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ohh now i remember!

THIS!!

happy February 29th! today is a very special day like no others, because it only comes by once in every four years HAHA sorry i'm making it sound like you don't know already. ==

anyway..

i hereby declare, MISSION ACCOMPLISHED!

see, i can actually do this! #likeaboss. XD

*pats self on the back & mental handshake*

OHAYO!!